Now ur gone from my life...T.T & I cant help missing euu T.T

Hey ppl..Sry 4 not blogging 4 some time again..I've been..um, busy?
Truth is , I've been rather emo..& there are more then 1 reason..& I'm still emo which is why this whole post is in dark colours in case u were wondering.
I have to go to school in 1day time & the same f***ing teacher is teachin us..*moan* She's so gonna quadruple(sp.) our workload & we have 2 stay back like almost everyday..monday,tuesday& friday we have eng , maths & sci. Thursday we have Chinese & CCA on Wednesday..God! No wonder teachers are so wat lor. There is no way I am gonna be like them , frown lines , wrinkles & some other icky stuff...oh w8 , thats my mum..XP.
OMG.i starting to feel even more emo now..some reasons i wont tell..But main reason is the school thingy & the fact that I cant use the com. next yr!!!!!!!!!! I guess I'll just have to tou tou use...haiz...
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I'm gonna keep doing this...Actually, my i have to force myself to not wear anything gothic 2day & on Chinese New Year. My dad will have a thousand fits if i go visting decked in black.Which is what i intended to do...Its like the holidays started 5mins ago..
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I was spamming a chatbox wif emos few days ago...It felt surprisingly good...==!
Btw , I dun care what that asshole teacher says , I'm NOT going 4 so many supp classes...I'll even ditch. Ditching school is quite fun...did it a few times..juz use the not feeling well trick or some others..( It comes naturally so dont worry ) But if I'm looking 4ward to social studies class...not bcoz I'm a history buff..bcoz that teacher is soo dumb & hairy! U can do anything there! Ur there fighting , screaming or throwing things & he doesn't noe...He juz goes on & on... My frens & i consider it free period...
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Chinese class isn't that bad either...Well , if I get the same teacher...He can be crowned the most Sotong in the history of sotong teachers. I didn't do my homework 4 the entire year & I get a
A in behavior & he says I am very guai...oh please...as if...I only act guai..as if I wanna be a nerd..
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Haiz...better get ready 4 new year party & try 2 stop emoing...bye...
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P.S. sry bout skipping from topic 2 topic.
P.P.S. sry bout all those emos...i really am abit emo...( abit might be an under statement )
P.P.P.S. psps bout all the P.S.'s...LOL!
Btw, I'm suddenly addicted to the song Crush. Its nice. Oh! & Decode from Paramore. Its for TWILIGHT! Which is 1 reason y I love it. Remember to check those 2 song out!
& sry if this post is repeated. my com is all weird...

Dont even think about it!

I just got a phone call from a nurse at KK...Well , my mum got the call , I quietly listened...Anw , since I have asthma , I have to go 4 this utterly ridiculous sleep test! They attach wires to ur head & body till u look like the universal freak and tell u to sleep!! ( As if anyone can do that! ) So , they said that the results were not very good so I'd have to use this "machine" which I have NO intention of using even if u paid me a million $$$!!! U can tell I'm majorly tweaked!! I'm like totally thumping the keys on the keyboard! Its just 4% different from good!!! 4% people!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Sides , they say that the effects of "whateva" is that i wont be so alert...C'mon people! I'm the most alert person in the household!!! They dont even noe me!!!!! Oh yeah...Its for the best...for my sake...my own good....I dun think making me look hideous is good!!! I dun care what they say , I tell myself what 2 do & no one else!!! If they force it on me at night , I'll rip it off!!! I'll even smash that machine if I have to!!! I dun care even if its ex. Nothing is gonna make me look like a complete idiot understand?!?! Tell them 2 come over , lets c how 'alert' they are!!!!!
I am punching the keyboard now....I tell u , they want me to go baack there 4 3 days!!! & my holday is only gonna last 4 10 more days!!!!!!!!!! NOBODY MESSES OR RUINS MY HOLIDAY & GETS AWAY WITH IT!!!!!!!!!! Get this , I will stop at nothing to make sure my holiday is perfect!!!!!!!!!
URGH...I'd better not take out my anger on this laptop , the keys r gonna get jammed.
Tink I'll go boxing!
bye!
P.S. Btw , I am soo ANGRY which is why this post is in RED!!
P.P.S If there is a Santa Clause out there , I've changed my wish...Hope the new 1 is not too mean...I wish that all the people who I hate will be cursed till they change. OK , that came out wrong...*rewind* I wish that...well , since the doctors kinda torture us...I wish that all the torturous things they make us do will be done on to them! ( That sounded lame in so many ways...) But u cant blame me...When I'm peeved , all the vulgar words just flow out & I just say what I think without phrasing them!!!
P.P.P.S No offence if I use some vulgar words...I try not to though I really want to but in the fam. If I utter a single vulgar word , its bye bye TV & com. for either a week ir a day...My 'rents would say *ahem* " Its not ladylike to used those words , not good to be ah lian....U must be lady-like..." I cant really picture myself being ladylike..
P...oops , better not P.S. any more...my bad...Now, I'm goiing boxing.
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should I be happy or sad?

Hey ppl!
Sry bout not blogging 4 few days , I was...lazy & so sad that I would have to go back to school soon!!! Go back to having teachers nag at u all the time , loads of long lectures , heaps of homework & blah blah blah...( You noe the rest ) & I oso just realised that I haven't started revising my school work but watevas! On the bright side , I'll get to hang with all my frens again...Althought school sucks , I kinda miss annoying all the teachers...
Soo...My cousin has gone to Penang...I totally envy her...spending x'mas in another place...
Oh yeah , b4 I forget , A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO STEPHENIE MEYER! Whose birthday falls on the 24 Dec! She gets 2 pressies! How lucky is she?!
*back 2 yesterday* I was telling my dad that instead of happily counting down to 1 Jan 2009 , I'll be crying coz it means that I'm going back 2 school...*sob*
So , I'm gonna pamper myself till the 1 Jan 2009...I'm gonna dye my hair today & on the first day of school , brown streaks will be in my hair , just to remind the teachers that I'm still gonna annoy them!!!
Oopsie , gtg! Time to scarf(sp.) down some food...
Ciao!!!

pinch me if I start snoring..

I am soo sleepy so I'll just blog a little... Coz I slept at 1+ , woke up at 2. Couldn't sleep till 4...then woke up at 5+ slept at 6.30 or so...( it was pitch dark , I'm only estimatimating! ) then woke up at 7+...*yawn*
But while I was staring at the ceiling , I realised that I totally miss all my school mates...Well , Most of the GIRLS IN 5/10 & some other ppl , come to think of it. If i actually say that I miss my form , any other teacher or boys...Please thump me coz I must be either day dreaming or possessed.( this is a beg.)
Ok! I gonna go get something to wake myself up b4 I bore you & myself half to death!
Bye!

*yawn* hi...
Got a new maid...& who else but yours truly has to teach her everything! Not to mention the fact that she doesn't really noe english...How am I supposed to learn Malay when I already stink at chinese?!Only can speak a few words which almost everyone noes like :
Makan ( eat )
( 1-5)
...and 1 or 2 more...then I'll be drawing a blank
The only reason that we keep changing maids is cos my mum is soo picky... & yes , i am offending her...like I care! but watevas...
I'm still so bummed about having Mrs mak as our form next year...Spent the whole day fuming bout it wif some of my besties..duh, they all hate her to the CORE! She's totally suckish! It would be a miracle if she does not scold at least twice each day! I wonder who I hate more :
1 . Mrs Mak
2 . That geek in my class ( yes , the 1 thats made up of flab)
3 . TWILIGHT posers
4 . My... (you noe hu)...XP
Btw , wat do u think of the new blog skin??? or should i change it to those love anime ones???
Or...well , my memory stinks...when I recall more then I'll blog again..
Toodles!

Jinx

OMG! I accidently deleted all my posts in my 1st blog , my 2nd blog wont open so this is my 3rd! Argh! U can I'm not very lucky with my blogs so far...haha!
I am still fuming over all those TWILIGHT posers! They are so what lor...XP ( but I guess I can make an exception for my frens...) My TWILIGHT crazy cousin ( no offence ) is even madder bout that then me...& I've got prove...go to my cousin's blog :
giraffeosw.blogspot.com
It will show you how mad she is bout both TWILIGHT posers and TWILIGHT itself ( in a good way...duh..) I dont get it , TWILIGHT isn't bloody and just a teeny tiny bit violent...but most of my frens 'rents dun allow them to watch it coz it will give them "nightmares" & "keep them up all night" and even say, "You are too young to watch all these lovey dovey shows..." Oh please...as if...how old do we have to be? 21? S'pore has already deleted so many good parts , what more do they want? Why dont they just make us watch Blue's Clues ?!?! Oh wait , they will probably say "You should not go poking around , if you poke into bad people , you might get beat up! " Parents are so over protective! My mum wont even let me go on MSN alone!!!
Hai...She's yelling for me to off the com.
Tata!